Sunday, January 27, 2019

Engaging a Spiritual Soul-Mate Relationship. (More Detail About my Life.)

I haven't seen my soul-mate in six years. We have however been living a richly involved spiritual relationship for most of this time. We set it up so that whenever we are both in bed, we feel each other's presence. We have gotten to the point where we can communicate with a high degree of accuracy most of the time.

Honestly, the best part of my day is when I can crawl into bed, feel and be soothed by her love. Sexual interaction is common-place.

So why are we doing it like this? We live in the same city, I suspect less than ten kilometres apart.

The answer to this is complicated. To start with I thought it was our own damaged soul halves, the conflicting emotions, beliefs and desires within the two halves of our Yin/Yang symbol that pulled us out of shape and prevented us from fitting together like two pieces of the same puzzle.

As we continued to work on this on a day by day basis, it became evident the answer includes other things.

Six years ago, just days before we separated from what I felt was the best relationship I've ever had, I chose to do something. I chose to connect god to the earth through me in order to help the world with its soul condition. Literally moments after that I started falling apart. With this my condition of health drastically and rapidly declined. To the point where I was hospitalised for mental health reasons.

[I'm really tired, I'll continue this later.]